I hate you,
So much my heart aches,
When I am absent from your arms.
I hate you,
So much I can't stop thinking,
About you and only you.
I hate you,
So much because you don't hear me,
As I scream in silence
I hate you,
So much because you don't know,
How much I care.
I hate you,
so much because you look right through me
I might as well not be there
I hate you,
So much coz you just don't give a damn,
About me.
I hate you,
So much because I love you,
And for that,
I hate you even more.
Like a storms breaking dawn
When this blaze will flood my world
And light has started glimmering
As it melts away these shadows
Where I have been crush and hurled
I saw you as you glare
I'm glad you see me smile
I'm glad you cling as to keep me yours
Can't you see? Your selfish wanting is smothering me.
This flame that burns had lit my world
And here's a tiny flicker
Of the dreams I once had pending
Before they shattered
Now clumsily mending.
Again I wait for you,
Alone here in the shadows,
Come and shed some light,
On this fragile life of mine,
Save me from these gallows.
Your eyes never see,
You looking right through me
You never said you loved me,
Yet for you, I give my love,
Life it's self, if only you could see.
Swathed in shadows,
The tide creeps forward,
I wait still, you said forever,
You'd never lie,
You held me close, you said never.
Waves creep up,
To my ankles,
The water cold and unforgiving,
Salted, just like these tears,
Can you see me yet? My unmoving silhouette,
The waves creep up,
Above my head,
The water cool,
I wait for you to grab me,
Sa
I understand,
You didn't know what you were doing
You thought that it would be fun
To forget for awhile
And remember no one
I bet I didn't cross your mind
Not once.
It's like a hallow feeling I have now,
Yet my insides churn,
A feeling like the sea,
On a stormy day,
All the emotions,
Raging on inside me,
My heart pierced,
And crushed
As it sinks beneath the waves,
But you'll never know I'm drowning.
Yea, you see me smile
I'll give you pity too
And I'll throw in sympathy
But only for awhile.
I see you've set this distance,
To keep me away from harm,
But you'll never know,
That the space betweens us,
You've let this hat
As I see you drifting,
Far away from me,
I call out to you, dear one,
You listening?
I can never set you free.
As I saw you wander,
Far away from me,
You said that you loved me
And I smiled
From first loves glee
And maybe when you realise
And maybe when you see
That my heart was broken
I can never set you free
Like a storms breaking dawn
When this blaze will flood my world
And light has started glimmering
As it melts away these shadows
Where I have been crush and hurled
I saw you as you glare
I'm glad you see me smile
I'm glad you cling as to keep me yours
Can't you see? Your selfish wanting is smothering me.
This flame that burns had lit my world
And here's a tiny flicker
Of the dreams I once had pending
Before they shattered
Now clumsily mending.